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2007-05-21T18:19:00.000-07:00

Well, its been almost a year since my last damn post..i guess well, i'm writing here cos i have nobody to turn to to talk abt this, and i jus wana let it out. Things had been going well aft i got my posting for schs n stuff. Currently studying at Simei ITE, Business Studies ( Sports Management ). Was darn happy when i found out i got it. Then the following days were great. But the last 2 days had probs. 1 after another. to summarise it all, it begun on Sunday 20th May 07, with my dad, he shouted at me cos he doesnt like the way i shop, and i gt blamed for some stuff n shouted back ( cos i hate being blamed for sth i nvr did ). So was actually feeling sorry, shant touch on the next event, following that, SHE patches with her Ex n i gt dumped. stupid? i tink so, cos here i tot she was the right one and this happens. BAH! the next day, monday 21st may 07, my mum woke me up n started shouting at me, already gona be late so i went off to shower, when i came home n said hi, she smiled. guess she went bonkers for 1 day..=/..following it i had to piss off sum1 impt to me, n its bothering me, cos i kinda think she's making a joke outta my apology, bt i still wana be her fren la..she's like the best darn fun loving person i noe..-_-..Fel!!! sigh..

I Have Been Tagged

2006-06-20T05:42:00.000-07:00

INSTRUCTIONS:

1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint

.2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.

3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.

4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

Favourites

Favourite Colour: black

Favourite Food: anything edible

Favourite Song: JPop

Favourite Movie: tv serials n animes got, no movie..zzz

Favourite Sport: sleeping(excercising my right to rest)

Favourite Day of the Week: love everyday

Favourite Season: autumn

Favourite Ice Cream: any

Currents

Current Mood: immunity

Current Taste: bland

Current Clothes: male

Current Desktop: black base, black tear

Current Toe Nail Colour: black, swelled

Current Time: 0546

Current Surroundings: bed, books(ALOT of comics)

Current Annoyances: my thoughts

Current Thoughts: Personal Stuff

Firsts

First Best Friend: me?

First Crush: a small girl?

First Movie: Home Alone

First Lie: 4yrs old, white lie

First Music: bird singing

Lasts

Last Cigarette: 5mins ago, can i have another?

Last Drink: cold water

Last Car Ride: no car

Last Crush: a mature girl?

Last Movie: My Life Story, as in MINE

Last Phone Call: sita, jul.

Last CD played: Frozen Throne

Have you ever

Have you ever dated one of your best friend: no

Have you ever broken the law: yeap

Have you ever been arrested: nope

Have you ever skinny-dipped: trunks is nude enuf

Have you ever been on TV: yea, by chance

Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: yes! found out ltr, she was my hot cousin

Things

5 things you are wearing: specs, armband, pants, shirt, underwear

4 things you done today: homewrk, watch show, listen music, SLEEP

3 things you can hear right now: fan blowing, The OYSTARS : Nanka Shiawase, phone ringing..-.-

1 thing you do when you are bored: look for stuff to do, lik, find shows or ppl to go out with

PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
Any 5 people who want to..i cant be bothered

Boreded

2006-02-06T04:14:00.000-08:00

well..been awhile since i blogged..no events..recently been just using my blog to listen to songs..but, cos i listen while i study..i didnt blog..hmm..lessee..recently been messed up gd by a teacher in particular..she changed alot aft the new students came..us old students seem to get ill-treated..bt i shant comment more, cause it may lead to some trouble when u de-flame a teacher ehx..? sigh..really miss the good old days thou..well..den been contacting frenz..going out tgt to study..especially for my math..dam i suck at it...lolx..dun rem. what was taught in sec 1 n 2..hardly listened in sec 3..so i duno much tere..thx god 4 Mama 2 teach me..xD..n Aunty..heng sia..lolx..if nt tis yr O lvl sure flunk..den lik..been busy doing hmwk? watching anime..gets boring once u noe e plot..so predictable..sigh..lolx..well tts abt it..jus blogged to keep my blog alive..xD..cheerio peeps..back to doing Bio..xD!!!

2006-01-11T07:42:00.000-08:00

Wookay..thx to rach..i got a jukey up on my blog..so there's like a total of 80 songs in it currently..i'll add more..it's 1stly..4 u peeps to enjoy..and well..for me too..xD..all by my fav. bands..and a note..the last few are by Japanese artist or bands..so..yea..i cant find much jap songs to upload..so..sucha sad thing..ok..on that note..since it's a new year..i added a new jukey..abit late this maybe, but, i'm gona v much be studying..so..i hope i do well in prelims n the actual O lvls..lolx..damn..time pass so fast when ur young..lolx..simply put..i'm gona miss me slacking..aftall..i did tt since sec 1..till sec 3..bt if i wana screw my life den i'll slack this yr..bt i aint gona do tt shit..lolx..so i'm gona study..Yea! Ganbatte!!! Oh well..today..found out tt jie tis morn. 4am tio admitted to Mt. Eliz. Hospital..shant go into details..cos tis is abit private..bt she's fine n outta danger..and happily at home on medication..lolx..well..tts abt it..gona go enjoy my choc cookies..xD..cheerio

New Year!

2005-12-31T22:35:00.000-08:00

Ok! ! ! New year liao..hmm..shant pt my new year reso. here..well..friday, went bedok beach..go cycle to changi and back with doug, yg, cai..lolx..nxt day, they all body ache..lolx..k..so we cycle..sky turning dark..go buy mineral water..the lady said ' Upstairs ppl not happy liao ' (in chinese thou) lolx..den at first i tot she meant gt ppl at changi get mad, will chase us out..lolx..den she said UP, and point upwards..den i understood..buy le..we go ride..SHIT, drizzle..den we ride back abit..sit down..rain start come towards us..jia lat..so we all get on bike..head towards shelter..lolx..den yg PRO..take out poker cards..we play..den cai EVEN BETTER, take out tibits for us eat..wah lau..like pinic sia..lolx..eat half way..an ol' guy who went fishing come into e shelter..so bo chup lorx..den continue play..suddenly he talk to us..GOD i was shocked..lolx..den he talk abit abit one..lolx..slowly..rain clear..we told him we going le..lolx..den we RUN OFF!! lolx..so chiong..i tried 1 hand with left..still cant..lolx..left hand too weak le..sigh..oni right hand can..lolx..so gogogo..we ride..den we CHIONG back..den Cai..keep say he charge of darkness until no strength..LOLX..kk..den we go..return bike..we sit bus back..lolx..doug slp first..den ltr..i slp..cos so bloody sian..den CCB ppl..talk so loud abt dota..1 cocky bugger say, i use techies can kill WCG player..hahax..like real..techie so hard to control suicide..stupid fool..and WCG player not so stupid..kk..enuf abt them..we wan go safra play lan..den..we go cai hse area eat first..go inside bus..the back of bus plate nvr put up..on cai seat..o.O..we put inside cai bag and take..LOLX..yg want it..abit dirty..bt..he bring home go polish..lolx..kk..fun day la..go play air hockey at safra cos not enuff chair for lan..so wait awhile first...play with Yg until hand pain den Cai come..wah lau..lose lorx..lolx..had fun..den we go book com..play play play..WHEE~den take bus to tiong b4 i head home..wakakaka..

Happy new year people!

My Past Has Burnt And Die, It's Turned To Ass, I've Reborned, I've Given Up Something For This Rebirth.
A Dead Heart, A Void Body, A Torn Soul
Death Of ONE, Rebirth Of ANOTHER!

Drunkard!!! xP

2005-12-13T11:29:00.000-08:00

Lolx, today after work, Uncle Yap open champagne, lol, so, he and Uncle Seng Heng drank up the half bottle, lolx, 3 of us kids went in, lolx, no more..=(..Liying jie go take from Uncle Yap(her father) lolx, den me and zhen yi take from uncle seng heng, he drank one cup liao, since he talk too much, he gime the cup, finished it, lolx..so aft tt, go and get somemore, lolx, drink n drink, i drank 1 and a 1/2 bottles, lolx..so full aft tt, came home, cos, strong brew, i couldn't even walk straight, lol, managed to get on my bed, den slp, from 8+ to 12, woke up and called a fren 2 chat, lolx, goodness, 2nd time i gt drunk, really gotta learn nt to get carried away drinking this kind of strong brews, lolx, all say i future drinker..xP..jia lat, if i really am, my girl in future gona suffer sia, lolx, so had a good day's work today, Jody(duno hw 2 spell her name) from PPHBC came down to my working area, lolx, bought some stuff from me, surprisingly, her mum recognised me, n asked if i went to PPHBC, lolx..heard from Ruth that Jody's a synchronised swimmer, cool sia, anyways, Joel!!! I don't Model what i sell darn it, haha, i'm a salesman, not a model, sheesh, anyways, i'm still dizzy from that heavy dosage of Good Ol' Alcohol, hehex..3:35 liao, sleeping time i guess, lolx..tml still working while PPHBC guys gona hav good ol' fun at Changi, for a church camp, zzZZzzZZZ, y do i hav 2 b workin while they're enjoying..lolx..oh well, end here.

Drunkard For The Day, Zhen Yi! (couldn't even walk at all after just one cup, had to be carried down and into the car while he kept going, Oie! Oie! Oie!, lolx..)
Runner-Up, LiYing Jie, after 3 cups, can still walk, but not straight and her whole face was redder then a baboon's butt! But Jason(Her BF) there to send her home as she blabbered nonsense and laugh lik Ki Siao in her sub-conciousness, so nvm. Lolx..
In Last Place, ME, face nt red, and dint say anythin, cos totally just sleepin, lolx..but when came home, supported by my dad, and immediately Knocked Out AGAIN after i reach my bed, Lolx..headache still here, lolx..

P.S. Only three of us, so, sure got position, too bad not prize, hahax..

Bad Day, Bad Bad Day, Very Bad Day

2005-12-07T06:18:00.000-08:00

Argh!!! My whole day sucked, my whole day's being ruined, whole world lik trying to screw wit me today, so damn screwed up, firstly, morning some ol' man, buy thing from him, his stock come in, kao pei, dun wan serve me, so i walk away to buy something else first, he scolded me in Hokkien ' Oi you bloody kid, don't want to buy things stand there see what F***, lousy faggot' ok, so 4gt tt, see he old, giv him face let him be, then, go play game, bloody girl PMS come kao pei wit me, cos dun wan hlp her lvl, den keep whispering me, than i find her guild leader and get him shut her up, suprisingly, it was ' rOnk', my friend, haha, kk,

so enuff bout game, real life, WHAT THE HELL, DO I LOOK LIKE I PRINT MONEY ONE?!?! WHAT'S WITH YOU MAN?!?!

ok, the bold lettering jus to bring out e emotions. anyways, later on, got accused by somebody of steal their gf, wtf? nt even been contacting tt mei mei of mine lorx.. @sshole, so so, there goes there, still got 2 parts, which have caused me to have a bad day as well, but, re-solved le, and anyways, too long and i'm too lazi to talk abt tt stupid shit crap, wad a freaking bad day,

SCREW THE WORLD
P.S.[Just For Today!]

End!

House Warming

2005-12-04T09:03:00.000-08:00

Ok, YO!!! Today, i dam sian, go Aunt's House-warming party, i sat there, sian diao, den tio forced by ppl to go and swim, or shud i say, teach my cousin's hw to swim, cause they're all lik 4-5 year olds? k, i love kids, bt when there're 5 of such a young age, difficult to manage man, all pulling me, then one of them nearly pulled my trunks down, lucky i held it, hahax..hmm, so teach them how to swim, swam for, hmm..5 HOURS STRAIGHT!!! OMG!!! then, 2hours hung out wit e older cousin's in the Sauna, so warm and nice..hahax..then, parents went off first, send my aunts back, 1 mrt away my house, so i stayed around, play play, den go Jurong Point, go walk walk, see see, den hungry, never bring wallet...zZzzzZZZZZ..den cousin's eat, i stand there tink abt stuff..hahax..go arcade, want race them daytona, bloody arcade took it away replace ALL racing games to Maximum Tune..so shit, then, they wan watch Goblet Of Fire, so..i no money, let them buy tix...walk around, do shit, go Toys 'R' Us and di siao siao..hahax..take skate board play, shoot the basket ball into that hoop, till the guy scold us and seal the thing, can't shoot le..=(..hahax..den we take pogo stick jump, zhen duno how to jump, i miraculously managed to, lolx..then time for movie, so they see me off, i take bus go home, they go watch movie.

Oh Ya, my aunty stay that condominium, 1 mrt away from my house nia, Got A Damn Hot Girl Man!!! Figure damn sexy!!! hahax..cousin's keep staring, i dun gt chance..busy tending to the kids, they never tell me, i wouldn't have seen her..hahax..so damn HOT!!!

2005-11-29T08:10:00.000-08:00

Today, found out in the morning, that i got my dates screwed and mixed up, lolx..until, mama told me bout it, so, been down with the flu, all thx to calvin..zzZZzzZZ..developed into cough, sore throat, lotsa phlem, sian, cant do anything bt stay home, sit infront of com, stare, listen to songs, lolx..i want go work my mum don't allow me now, cos i sick, den worried for me when i stay out late, lolx..well, flu clearing, but cough getting worse, these few days, since i was sick, spent lotsa time on the com, found songs i wanted, By Orange Range, they rox..eps. the song Viva Rock..hahax..dam cute..and the song by Yui- LIFE, hahax..then, listen till memorised liao..thou they're japanese, i understand and enjoy em..HEEX..anyways, 'O's r over, Cai told me he had it hard, dam diff. hahax..poor thing..next yr, is our batch turn le, hiaz..I for 1, reali gotta buck up man, results hit rock btm. lolx..tml..mayb call jin n po han bring me go out..=p..lolx..wait they pek chek wit me sia..lolx..anyways..end here bahx..seem so naggy..lolx..

My Lame Day

2005-11-26T06:46:00.000-08:00

Kk..as to not let my blog rot n to satisfy Png Po Han..hmm..ytd go work..tio bully by tt Yuan Cheng..zzZZzzzZZZZZZZZZ..lolx..i sit dwn there..keep on piercing the dam thing..den he keep sms char bo..bugger..den slowly..do do do..till 1+..lunch time..xD..habour front de food si bei song..hahax..den go back to work..abt 2hrs ltr..the uncle james come n ask yuang cheng go do something..den..he go..i sit there..have to pierce and tie..den let them take all those that i did to use..basket..yuan cheng morning slack so much..dint tie much sia..den leme do everything..GRrrrr!!! lolx..bt fun la in the morn. when he was arnd..he go tt time..so lonely..hahax..shant go into details of wad we did in the morning..except tt he bullied me..=(..sobx..soon..i do..till it was 6+..he came n ask me go hlp them..i was lik..ok..so good..gt to gt outta tt bloody c0ld place..Brrr!!!..freezing sia..we did till 7..den go eat dinner..n guess wad? i met victoria n zander..their parents nt home 2 cook..so they eat out..xD..we eat tt time..tok lotsa craps..lolx..den walk bak to work..met vic's uncle..so big size..lolx..den tell uncle james i gtg cos dad come..den go liao lorx..boring day sia..o yea..i passed my ls2 in the morning as well..xD..mus wait 2 gt my money from yuan cheng..he better nt take my hard earned cash n run off..xD..o well..end here le..xD

P.S. happy that i wrote this all cause of you Png Po Han?

Asterisk by Artiste Orange Range(Remodded theme for Anime 'Bleach' my blog song..xD)

2005-11-26T06:25:00.000-08:00

miageta yozora no hoshitachi no hikari
KIRARI hitomi ni utsuru dareka no sakebi
bokura no omoi mo itsuka dareka no mune ni
hikari tsuzukeyou ano hoshi no you ni
hitotsu futatsu kane no ne wa hibiku kokoro no naka e to hiroku fukaku
monogatari no youna hoshi no shizuku sono naka ni hosoi senro wo kizuku
jikan to tomo ni jidai wa ugoku nagareru hoshi wa shizuka ni ugoku
me wo tojite mimi wo sumaseba G, O, O, D BYE
hanate hikari makezu ni shikkari ima
toki wo koe dareka ni todoku made
eikou no hikari wa kono mukou ni
KIMItachi to tsukutteiku SUTO-RI-
miageta yozora no hoshitachi no hikari
inishie no omoi negai ga jidai wo koe
iroaseru KOTO naku todoku
KIRARI hitomi ni utsuru dareka no sakebi
kaze ni omoi wo tsuki ni negai wo
chikara aru kagiri ikiteikunda kyou mo
miageta yozora no hoshitachi no hikari
inishie no omoi negai ga jidai wo koe
iroaseru KOTO naku todoku
bokura no omoi mo itsuka dareka no mune ni
hikari tsuzukeyou ano hoshi no you ni
hikari tsuzukeyou ano hoshi no you ni
ano hoshi no you ni
ano hoshi no you ni
ano hoshi no you ni

Sickly B@st@rd ...

2005-11-18T17:28:00.000-08:00

K..today, supposed to be working, bt nw, i bloody fall sick, sigh..mum says cos i work so much, dint gt enuff rest, so end up lik this, mayb it's true bahx..but, i just want to earn the $$$ sigh..o look wad i've done, sigh, i'm bloody being made a fool of outta god, sigh..lolx..well, he has his reasons, so..wad the heck..xD..well, i also gt oni myself to blame for wantin to work so much, now my money gona gt spent on my clinical bills..zzZzZZZzzzZZZZZZZZZ..wad a bloody friggin waste..sigh..anyways..i really dying here, i wana lie on my bed agn. lolx..so much more comfortable lying den sitting here to type..well..wishing myself..get well soon!!! hahax..cos i wana work..lolx..

Tsubasa- Opening Theme Lyrics xD

2005-11-18T08:09:00.000-08:00

Tsubasa-Opening Theme
Hate naki yume motomeru shirube naki sekai de
Kasanaru omoi Kokoro tsukisasu kodou
Shizuka ni tsuzuku tameraimonai uta
Tooku sorano kanata kara
Mazari atta bokura no kage
Hitsuzen to kimagure no naka
Shirusareta kioku
Sure chigatta toki no uzu
Kuchi hatetemo kimi no koe wo shinjite
Hatenaki yume motomeru shirube naki mirai de
Boku ga hikari nakushitemo itsuka
Kimi ga tomoshite kureta kirameku mune no honoo
Tsubasa ni kawaru kibou no kakera
Yamanai ame to yasashiku nureru tsuki
Kizutsuitemo ii kaze ni yure yuku basho
Kurayami mo tsuranuku shisen aoku sunda hitomi no oku
Zetsubou mo kodoku mo koete kizamareta shirushi
Yugandeku toki no hazama
Kawashita kizuna ni kimi wo kanjite
Hakanaki michi wo tadoro kotae naki sekai de
Fui ni mayoi tachi domatteru kimi yo
Munekiramekasu kibou no asu e
Hakanaki yume motomeru kotae naki sekai de
Boku no onegai todokeru kagayaku mune no honoo
Hatenaki yume motomeru shirube naki sekai de
Boku ga hikari nakushitemo itsuka
Kimi ga tomoshite kureta kirameku mune no honoo
Tsubasa ni kawaru kibou no kakera

Recent Stuffz

2005-11-18T02:42:00.000-08:00

Okay, this guy here, he's a bloody crazed killer, damn strong a person, but, his only wish is to fight a strong opponent, image a thousand blades and a hard impact lik a crater hitting at the same time, he received that, and all he did was stand there, lolx, crazed? i tink so, bt when he battles he's strong, well, simply put, i m watching this show, it's called 'Bleach' and i m recomending it to you people. xD, ok get to the point,

recently been working lik a mad asshole, so, i m dam tired nw, didnt gt good rest and all, been working lik, till 5am in the morning? den come home slp, go work arnd 9+ or so..zzzZzZZZZZZZZZ..dam tired..*yawns* now, sometime wana slp oso cant slp sia, eat sleeping pill, need 3 lik tt den can feel effect, showing, i may hav insomnia soon. lolx..well, wad can u expect? when u need money, and when ur whole world crashes, ya wana do sth to get everythin else off ur mind wad..n tts wad i m doin, for me, work gets my mind of these stuffs..xD..nahx..i jus work cos i wan money..lotsa $$$, wad else can u wan in life when ur a loner? a freelancing loner? xD..money of cos, money is ur fren..xD..well..gona end here..xD

Wheet~

2005-11-14T20:56:00.000-08:00

Ok, new update, aft 2 months i tink, lolx..this time, my blog's been updated, i finally found out hw to change my blog skin, heh, lik that picture there? my drawing..=D..well, this blog thingy, is boring..cos i dun hav much to post, bt recently, i found out a lot of stuff i didnt use to know, bt, i decided not to tell any1 abt anything..oso cos some of them were secrets, so i'm not allowed to say, sigh, frenz a wreck, n he's having his 'O's god dam him, why he go crazy now ? well, enough of that, i went out, got my new keyboard..zzZZZZZZzzZZZZ den eat hans, ended up treating ppl, i'm never eating there without my family members again, unless of cos, with 5 certain people..my wallet burnt sia..='(..then, yesterday, chat with people during the nite, all sad sad de, tell me sad stories, stayed up till like 3+ making my blog skin, the songs and all..zZZZzzzZZZZZZZZ..man i m dead beat..hmm..den ytd my obs mates, pro sia, can discuss for outing in dec..ZZzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...so far u noe..well..end it here, i dun wana type a compo

Added!

2005-10-13T22:01:00.000-07:00

Added an i web tune to the blog..hope it's heard by you people, but, i want to change the song to my own song file, but i don't have converter, hmm..guess i have to find some other way, also, can someone teach me how to change my background layout, like, i want to create my own, anybody know how to?

2005-09-24T08:16:00.000-07:00

Lolx..hmm..today, study for a day, v bored thou, thx to shel's study method..didnt feel sleepy..hahax..thx shel, den, hmm..guess shel today chiong his Conquer bahx..hmm..played Warcraft with fi & cal, guess i m getting better, can win them, heh heh..exams are nearing, really scared retained, worried, i dun wana b left bhind by the guys man, worry fills my hart..yet, i m hapi..hmm..memories from obs still arent fading, i really miss the guys back there, especially shairull and iskandar, Shai made me laugh alot, 4gt my worries, is tot me lotsa stuff, i still wana learn more, knowledge is power and power is infinite, i wana noe more, to noe more, gotta learn, hav a will to learn perhaps, i m still young, got a long way to go, but i really miss obs, sigh..unlike e guys, they went tere 2 gt 2 noe more ppl, i went with an urge to learn and noe more, really miss the dam place, sigh..they guys, the trainers, the weather, the activites, the...EVERYTHING!!! lolx..hope..nvm, end here today

=)..yay, my first blog..=)

2005-09-21T09:04:00.000-07:00

Okie, guys i m new to this, so like, would yall lik help me n gime advice on wad i should do with a blog, with my blog, and how do i change certain stuff..thx..=), hope i'll constantly blog n maintain tis thing..=p